IT's amazing how often I fly these days... it used to be like an annual or bi-annual affair. Now I am flying like 10 times a year; 6 to UK and back, 2 to Japan and 2 or more to other Asian locations where my mom decides to take the family to.
On a separate note, everything feels well back to normal. It's strange how I was pondering on the surreal feeling of being so attached in SG that I can't imagine my life back here and now that I am back here it feels altogether unimaginable that I felt that way in SG.
I look forward to almost a month in Japan. It would definitely feel nostalgic after a year of not being in there. I still wonder about the magic that allures me to the place; something I thought I had it figured back in 2007 and told my friends that I am jumping to a new country to explore. Clearly it's impossible that I would be able to find some place better.
I need a good retreat after these exams... to consolidate my thoughts. Been having periods of long thought about certain unresolved issues in life, and constantly dreaming about them just shows to me that I can never run away from them and that the urgency of resolving them is high.
I dream of her, my mp3 player sings songs which remind me of her and certain words relate to her. And yet it was my choice to brush her off. Was it right of me to be so selfish then? Clearly such memories will continue to haunt me for life.
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